My Hopeful Valentine

My honey always takes me somewhere nice for Valentines, and this is the dress I would like to wear. Two years ago, I could wear this dress easily. Right now, I can't even look in the mirror. All of my pictures are from the waist up, and I always work hard to suck in that stomach chub. I feel I'm in a rut I can't get out of. The clothes I buy are baggy to hide my problem spots. Other people don't think I look bad, but I feel terrible, out of shape, and fat.