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I just want to be happy againThis was taken 7 years ago. That's my soon to be hubby and me. I was so happy at that weight. I had some really bad things happen to me and I started to eat because it felt so good. Then when I noticed that I gained all of the weight I lost in the first place back and more I got even more depressed and ate more! So here I am FAT, and I have no self esteem any more, Joe is always trying to make me feel good, and I am so afraid that he is going to leave me because I am just fat. He tells me that is isn't, but once again its my self esteem. I have lost 100 lbs this past year but I am still fat. I need to lose at least 90 more to make me feel happy again, and so I can take the wedding dress I have now and get it taken in. I need so much help. I just cant do this on my own any more. Don't get me wrong Joe has helped me by dieting with me and going to the gym every day with me. But I just need more help. Please any help or support would be greatly appreciated. uploaded by on February 1, 2007 |
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You can do it & this has been such a supportive & great tool to help with support & ideas & encouragement & understanding! You deserve to be happy & believe you are beautiful as you husband to be tells you you are - (i to do not believe the words my new hubby tells me when he says that to me) but even though i still look in the mirror & see heavy - my dieting & exercise has made room for my confidence to start returning - i have like 65lbs to lose still - i have lost 12.5lbs so far - girl it has made such a huge difference - You can do it & i will be glad to support you & help you in anyway!